My Life, Your Story.

Ahhhh damn tired.. Worked til siao today. Suddenly gave me 400plus new applications to process! Wat the heck tot i shen ar manage to finish them all meh. But anyway with the help of a new part-timer Lin, who juz came today, we managed to clear almost half liao. Way To Go!!!

Btw this Lin is hell of a girl man. An ex-intern from the events dept, having this strong ang mo accent which i think its pretty cool (haha) probably cause she had been studying in aus 4 one year liao. Taught her as much as i could today, since i am leaving this fri. She was pretty fast in picking up stuffs, at least better than me intially i guess. Great, another thing to add on to my already unfavourable esteem. And she is sooooo out-going. Loud and stuffs. She could do anything without thinking, like raising her leg high enough to kick the ass of a guy who suaned her (without any hesitations!), or mercilessly poking Kelvin's waist and slapping his thighs real hard even at the risk of having his coffee dripping all over him or her. Woah i dare to say i nv seen such a girl b4. Seems having all the "bad girl" attributes yet she is not bad at all! Used the words "fuck" and "bloody shit" and "chi buai" quite a lot of times, but surprisingly, i don't feel its vulgar coming out from her mouth. Hrmm maybe i should aim to becoming that huh, talking vulgar without portraying it. Haha! Looking at her makes me feel damn ashamed of my english too. And it is not only the language part. Rather more, it is the IQ or EQ or whateva shit you wanna name it, the intellectual side of her that makes me wonder what the hell have i been been absorbing in school for the past 15yrs! I mean both Lin and i are both 20 but im hardly near her in terms of the power of knowledge or the high EQ she has. To put it bluntly, i feel that i have very little knowledge of anything useful.

The capability of being sooooo chatty yet not irritating, of socializing so well (esp wif the guys) yet doesnt seem flirty like a complete bitch. Looking at her suddenly makes me feel that i am lousy in every ways. Woah man that's not good. Better don't hang around with her too often huh. Ha!

Haiz felt that im still living in my little box of mine, having the same old nice grp of frenz ard me. Maybe i should be bolder. Yes i think i really should.. i noe i have the potential to be special. I should go all out and have a life....A complete new life..

Please, Joanna...can u please grow...