记得要忘记

I am thinking about him AGAIN. Great...great. It has been exactly a month since tt day we went out 4 the first time, probably the last one too. 7th Dec 2003. Seems like so long like it has been a year. Really misses him a lot. Wonder what is he doing now. In camp maybe? Since his shoulder will be good as new by now. Or he might be happily teaching his not-VERY-pro pool to some girl now, hoping to get some nice flings here and there? Sickening.

I miss his smell. It's surprisingly pleasant for me. And this irritates me. Makes me wanna seek that smell again. Wonder what cologne he uses...

Misses the way he talks too. The cheeky yet matured style of talking, always absorbing and wanting to appreciate each word said to him, so that he can make the best reply back. Converstions were always never ending, exciting and totally In-tune...

Misses his presence. The presence where you will feel protected and will never have to worry about anything if he is around. Making you feel so at ease you won't even realise this is the first time you both had met. Always seems so high and above beaming with confidence and decisiveness, giving ppl the impression that he is taller than 178...

Misses his shoulder. The broad and firm shoulder of his which seems to act like a wall for me to lean on whenever i need a rest. Yes it's the shoulder where i laid on...

Misses his voice. Intriguing. Remembering him saying my voice is very nice. Waulau, what the hell.

I will soon forget him i guess. About everything we once said to each other. About the date. Since everything happened within a month, won't be too hard to forget huh? Or is it? Nevermind.. "记得要忘记", i will tell myself that. Li told me when one fine day i am bathing (wonder y bathing???) and i suddenly remembered him, i will have gotten over him le. Hrmm i hope too that this day will come. Soon hopefully...

But definitely not now.