FALL

Went to church today again. Made a few more frenz.. All seems so welcoming..hhaa. Then went meet a net fren. Boring. Another CMI type. Wateva..

Ok now i SERIOUSLY feel that i'd done something REALLY SERIOUS. Ok sorry i only realise it til now. Didnt noe the implications of wat i'd done til now. Know wats done cannot be undone. And the only thing to stop myself frm feeling damn miserable and jialat is to tell myself "i didnt regret" but which in fact, im regretting it liao. Shit. I nvr had grown have I? Still a kid at heart. This is bad..really bad. And NO ONE can help me with this. Even worse. Seems that i cant rely on anobody except myself this time round. Ok. Relax. Isn't too bad afterall huh. Dun keep looking things so negatively. Like wat ive learnt today in church. Just have to think positively about urself and trust urself. Subconsciously something gd will come out of it. Argh...wat consolation... GOD (or wateva is up there..)can U pls help me with this. Like wat 姐 said..can U send me a few angels? haizz ok im gg crazy...wateva.. this is my blog...shall write wateva i wanna write....!! And sad to say so. I still haven't feel HIS presence. And it feels a bit selfish to only wanna believe in HIM and pray to HIM when im in need. But i really have no choice.. so lost..

Kept listening to the 2 songs of 徐婕儿, the 2 that i really like. Kept repeating them...haiz think im addicted to them.. anyway life still goes on.....

Hope tml will be a better day.
Anyway love this song. Cried when i heard it in the previous session. Here it goes..

FALL
I love to worship U my God
I love to worship U my Lord
And see your spirit fall in Power
Your love unfolding gifts from Heaven

I love to worship U my God
I love to worship U my Lord
And feel you precious Breath of Heaven
Your all consuming Love

Holy spirit come in power
Change my Heart
I want to live for U my God

Let your spirit come in Power
Change my Life
That I may live for U my Lord
Fall on us Lord