sian ar..

argh im damn bored.. wasted the whole day again.. even if the supposedly "date" today was postponed and i shld have more time to study.. (yes, this is one of the stuffs im sian about too). Read ONE chapter of P & P and some practises wif my jap's kanji only, the WHOLE day!! kaoz and tml's my jap paper lor.. haiz well well... wont aim high liao la.. B i happy liao..

the though of staying alone in hall for 4 days scares me in a way.. scared tt i will have deep thoughts again.. and ended up getting upset and stuffs.. but can ask who to acc me to stay.. shitty.. but gg home seems v dumb lor.. travel back and forth.. waste time and money.. urgh sian ar........

haiz ok have to get back to the jap stuffs liao, since it seems as if everyone's studying real hard now and im like super slack lor.. any way to motivate me???? sianz......................