Frenz..

Listening to: Sun Yanzi - Wo Bu Nan Guo
Mood: Tired. But cannot slp yet. Thought of this and cldnt bear to wait til tml to write it down. Scared will forget/no mood by then.. =P

Sometimes im wondering wat r frenz.. ever felt tis intense competition (or something similar) bet u and someone? & it turns out tt it's coz u noe that person too well (& vice versa), tt everything juz seems too transparent, & there will be no new expectations or surprises u can gif each other. Coz its like "well, i expected it" or "i told ya". & everything juz seems kinda boring, & tt leads u to rather spend time wif newer or less close frenz.. coz being wif them can probably.. hrmm.. reenergize u? giving u new aspects to life or something like tt.. new qi3 fa1 to somethings, which u'd probably had whine enuf to ur Lao Diao Ya frenz...pathetic huh? & when u meet up/talk thru phone wif these frenz, u juz come to realise there seems to be nothing concrete to talk bout.. & the feeling is kinda dreadful. Probably tt's y whenever i meet up wif frenz i haven't seen for dog yrs, i'll feel happy, & we'll blabble on stuffs non-stop, even if it means they aint tt close to me as compared to those old ones. But u wont feel pressurized in a way, coz they noe much little bout u. Sounds wierd? Or prob there actually lies a chemistry hidden which exists bet me & these "i tot not-so-close-frenz" coz ironically when trouble comes, i will think of calling them out to Pei Wo Shan Shan Xin, rather than those who know me SUPER well, or i think, closer wif..

Aiya, prob i think too much again. Duh.. frenz r frenz la.. Regardless on how much time u'd known tt person, d more impt thing is the chemistry tt u had wif tt fren ba. Still feel quality is better than quantity. In terms of both the number of frenz & the time spent wif them.. What matters most is they dun hurt u, u dun hurt them, & be there for each other in times of need.. rite? Wonder how much i weigh in each of my frenz' hearts.... hrmm haiz.. bleah think too much liao.. does it matter? guess i wont get to know anyway la.. tsktsk.. well off to study lo..... tml, i mean LATER (arhh fast!) last paper lo..

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STUDY!!!