Sunday, May 23, 2004

$$ is so darn impt!!

I suddenly feel tt i want sooooo many things in my life now. But all seems so unattainable. Started to regret the "course" tt i signed up. It's it tt makes everything seems so screwed up now. Got extra money, wanna spend on something still gonna think twice bout it. Really tong ku.

Sorry gals.. shld have listened to yu all. Yes, another lesson well-learnt.. Shldnt be so impulsive in the future.. =(

Received a call frm a music co 2days ago. Been to its audition once and passed it but coz of money-issue @ that time, i turned down their offer to be under them as a singer student, even though u cant imagine how tempted i was!!

Now they are back.. to tell me to go down again, said tt the manager read thru my last audition's info and was really interested in my voice. Kaoz.. of all time. So sick.. Dreams cannot be pursued w/o ENUF $$ lor!!!

Checklist of stuffs i REALLY want:
1)Digicam (yes im dying 4 one 4 soooo long le.. haiz)
2)Wrist/Arm band MP3 player (a must if i am to enjoy jogging)
3)New pair of sports shoes
4)A perm, colour & highlight
5)Slimming pills *prob Extrim*
6)Singing courses
7)Guitar
& of coz..
8)New clothes (no gal will have enuf of these)
Esp skirts!! Saw 1 tt's soooo nice @ Fashion L.A.B. arhh
but 8) can wait la. Wait til im slimmer ha..

And b4 i can proceed towards these aims.. i still have to clear my debts!!!!

Who says money is not everything?? It is!!
*groans*
HAve only myself to blame..

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