*VERY bothered & annoyed*

wat the... argghhh okok control..... no swearing i promised.

Conver tt i overheard bet 2 kidish ahbengs (how i wished i'd not overheard it!!!)yesterday while on my way to church on shuttle bus which completely spoiled my day aft tt!

Irritating-childish Boy 1: eh rem d chio bu tt we know at church tt day? she msged me last night!

Irritating-childish Boy 2: cun4 bo! waulau lucky u. eh btw u rem tt marlyn back in our sec 1 class?

Boy 1: which one?

Boy 2: neh, the fat fat one lor.

Boy 1: OH THAT huh..

Boy 2: yahlor. eh she asked me bout u leh.

Boy 1: bout me? wat?

Boy 2: where u now, how u been lor. haha think she interested in u! u DIE liao.

Boy 1: waulau sure not. dun scare me leh.

Boy 2: aiya she not bad mah. face quite cute somemore! keke and if u go chase her CONFIRM will get it one! ha!

Boy 1: haha.. yah i noe! but she so fat! cute so? i dun wan a fat stead lor.. turn off man.

................ is this wat nowadays young teens are now??? irritating!!!!!

Sa1 pao4 niao4 zhao zhao jing zi ba!!! Shou4 you shou4 la, nan kan you4 nan kan la, ah beng you4 ah beng!! who will like yu? think the marlyn's juz OUT OF COURTESY asking how u been recently lor. Bi4 jing4 ni meng ceng2 jing1 shi tong2 xue2 mah!! Shao2 wang3 zi ji lian shang tie1 jing1 la!! sick sick..

and wats wrong wif fat girls huh?? so，they shld be paired up wif fat guys la?? shldnt these girls have the Quan li & dignity to choose wat they want/like in life and enjoying life as much as those chio ones?

Maybe u will say "yes of coz u still can. It juz depends on how u react to those criticisms. Ignore those critisicms and be more confident.. ur character will juz shine thru and ppl will notice u too."

I tell u lor. It aint THAT easy. How wld u expect to be more confident when ppl ard u juz gave u tt kind of LOOK that they are not interested at all? This is how this damn world works. Cruel yet this is reality. Dun talk bout good lookings. Juz being "slim" will get u to many things (unless u are really really those CMI type la : reminds me of one sec sch fren tt hates me alot. some will know who she is. no mention names here) At least, ur teens life wont be tt screwed up. Its a total diff world when u are "fat" and "slim", be it u are pretty or not. Trust me. There are sooooo many mean words ard to describe "fat" ppl than "skinny" ones. And to make it worse, skinny is the "IN" thing now!!

So how? are these girls destined to be looked down and suaned by ppl? and see? got these kinda sick guys ard tt'll make these poor young little girls have such bad childhood/teens memories, which can affect them 4 the rest of their lives.. Teens period is the period tt can mould ur outer character and ur social skills wif ppl in the future. It's such an impt period in life! Esp for girls as they are more fragile and delicate than guys. And there came some ignorant young little bastards making them Tai2 bu4 qi3 tou2, feeling damn miserable bout themselves and thus, led them to kept thinking tt others are better than them in any way..

Haiz.. so..even if u think tt some stuffs doesnt mean much to u, still think twice b4 saying anything. One word of u might mean a whole lot to the listener. *bothered*

Chi ke yi luan chi, (zi ji si le suan le), dan hua zhen de bu ke yi luan jiang.
Maybe im over-reacting. But im really v affected by tis la. Juz felt so wronged for tt poor marlyn.

note: another dumb thing to add on to my already pissed-off mood. tis new blog skin cant seem to decipher chinese txt!! arhh so i have to change the chi words to hanyupingyin instead la sianzz.

ayee poor bern in tis case u might not know what im talking liao leh how?? haha.. opps ur little secret's out.. =P

anyone who knows wat kinda html to type into the template so tt chinese words are readable here, plsssss teach me. thkx.