Monday, June 07, 2004

Juz finished Practical Magic on channel 5. Watched it b4 but kinda forgot liao.. anyway, it juz gets me thinking how magical it is to send out a letter seeking 4 the ONE out there, and there came a perfect guy coming back to find u, with ur crumpled letter 4 he had read it no less than a thousand times. When once she had gave up hope of searching her love, there he came crashing into her life. It really only appear when u are not looking/searching for it huh, is it.

I guess im having my low times again. Haiz at least the freqrency aint so often now. I juz cldnt make myself happy. Really happy. And even if it does happen, it wont last long. I duno y.. Did felt some comfort in God. What can i do when im miserable but to keep talking to Him? Sometimes i wonder will He really hear my prayers.. Coz it seems like a one-way conversation rather than 2-way. Prob im still not gd enuf. Some can verbally/mentally communicate to God le. Envy. Well, life still goes on la.. & i really hope it'll get better and better when i grow stronger in faith. Amen.

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