My Life, Your Story.

Last pic i took wif them.




Yes. They have left le. Shucks its really freaking me out having to feel so much for someone leaving. Yes i'll miss all 4 of them.. but the thing here is it wasnt tt simple. That night at the airport, when i saw him leaving, walking away, further & further away frm me.. The feeling was REALLY terrible. I mean, those kinda heart aching type. Bitches ard me (who happened to have a liking for him too even w/o knowing him much, juz finding him cute & stuffs) were like practically snapping & scolding me not to cry coz im making him cry even harder. Yah it's the first time i saw Taichi cried. I didnt know he is tt an emotional person. And wat? When i saw him cry i juz cried even harder. Kaoz viscious cycle lor.

And i find it quite unbelievable. Having to only wat, spent 3days wif him, together wif the rest of the gang and my fren.. and not to mention my lousy jap wif his sucky eng communication barrier. But im starting to feel for him here le. I miss him so much man. Through the window panel, he saw me cried all over again (aft they managed to cool me down b4 gg in). Putting down his luggage, he did some hand actions to tell me not to cry. And the next thing? He started to rub his eyes himself! And we 2 idiots were standing there, wif tt damn panel between us, tearing like duno wat & non-stop waving each other gdbyes.. Until he disappeared into the turn.. Even chen min started asking, "Hey wats gg on bet the 2 of u? Y u 2 cry until like tt?" I duno. I really duno... I juz dun like tis awful feeling. It's horrible, and it had been wif me for 2days le.

& the bitches ard me were like looking so pissed & jealous coz his whole attention was on me.. Kaoz wat did they know bout Taichi in the first place? Have they given him the respect he shld have? Wld they got upset wif me if Taichi's doesnt have the looks to start wif? Stop treating him like some nice accessory or exhibition that u can brag bout lor. & those eyes tt they shot me. Sickening! How i wished i can dig them out. Bitches!

Arhhh hope tis feeling will go away soon...

=(