My Life, Your Story.

Somehow, i juz feel so not motivated to do anything these few days. Didn't even bother to check/reply emails, which i did almost everyday in the past. Didnt bother to crook up some boliao conver wif guys on the net, prob coming to realise these will lead to nowhere, or rather, preferably in d direction i wld like -- friends 1st. So y start?

Shon's 21st bdae party on sun was indeed a pleasant one. One thing tt really struck me was when he was giving a speech on how he felt abt the different grps of ppl in his life, & how these grps affected him one way or another, & when he finally mentioned his gf, (they juz started abt a week b4 his bdae) the first sentence was like, "It's really nice to have a best friend as ur gf."

Knowing each other for almost 4yrs, tis relationship started out as pure platonic friendship, which goes on for 3yrs, nvr knew that they can end up as a couple, til they became best friends, & finally coming to realise they are meant 4 each other.

Within these 4yrs, both had grown spiritually strong themselves, & they share a special bond between them which i juz cldnt explain. They definitely doesnt seem like a one-wk old couple to me! & the most wonderful thing of all is tt they share the same God, & thus vision & purpose in life.

I juz come to realise how impt it is for a pair of soulmates to love & worship the same God, and both spiritually on par too, thou there is this preference in Christians that the man "should be" spiritually stronger than the woman. But the gap shldnt be too big either.

It aint easy to find THAT someone huh. Non-christian guys juz doesnt appeal to me in one sense or another (thou cute guys still do! but they are so unreachable! ha jo-dan desu yo) Talking bout discrimination huh. Sorry but sadly i guess this is the truth for now. Or prob im juz enjoying singlehood la, thou i'd been enjoying it for many God-forsaken yrs!

Well one thing tt im glad is tt i've changed i feel. My old self had died, and now im still adapting & growing in my new one. Hee. Thou still ultra sensitive & emo @ times, i have learnt to control it better, more easily contented & at peace now. Anyway life is abt enjoying it right? The difference is only on how ppl define the word "enjoy" in their own dictionaries.

cheersss....

p.s: i've finally see some feasibility to go over to japan to work/train for a few yrs aft some discussion wif bern on mon. So exciting! & it'll be perfect if it works out & we have each other's company @ the same time. Definitely a dream coming true.

Yet to confirm, more research & info needed.