My Life, Your Story.

Heh... cant get to sleep, so decided to go online & do some typing here.

I'm getting real curious abt myself. Sounds funny but tt's how i feel leh.. I've started to get in touch wif another part of me more & more, & the thing is i seem to love & hate it at the same time.

The way i feel towards tt particular somebody (shld juz refer as S here), sorry but no i still dun find ANY reason in reporting to S regarding any stuffs tt im doing. It juz cldnt seem to register into my mind tt it might be better to choose the way of "submitting" to S. But oh well, think this is a small matter for now. Dun really affect me much, juz some thoughts running thru it when stuffs happened.

Went down zouk last nite for some fun (yea it's been a long time le) & haha it's rather funny to see jie & i wearing something "decent" gg out together. Juz realised whenever i met up wif her, it's either go gym/swimming, or juz some simple shopping & gossipping, which we will be wearing till super lok cok, if not, plain casual & comfy clothes. & last nite both of us was like saying out loud to each other, "hey u v pretty today leh!" & jie even exclaimed that "mei, ur dress sense REALLY improved le!" Waulau it's NOT lor. I juz didnt feel the need to wear nice nice out wif u mah.. haha & vice versa. =P Cha bors...

Well, did saw a couple of cute guys.. & gotta know some indo-chineses. OK im feeling A BIT guilty now la.. So THIS IS y i shldnt drink too much. Not a big issue i know. But i juz dun feel very gd la, esp aft wat sis yah lan preached today during cgm. *haiz*

Anyway interesting to note tt d guys actually used "hot" & "sexy" to describe me tt nite, & yea FYI i grow till SO BIG arh its really the 1st time i received such compliments. Cheerful ok, sweet ok, even "pretty" also reasonable acceptable 4 now liao la (else i piangz exercise till so hard shld see some results mah?) But sexy?? hot??? i juz feel like burst out laughing lor. SERIOUS. Esp when one used it as "u looked so hot while dancing." -_-

I NVR knew i can dance well lor, i mean, even if i do can, but wif my THIS fig?? Come on.. Aiya try how much i wanna give myself some credits, i feel its complete crapz leh..
SO.... Beware, guys can really have VERY sweet tongues. -_-

Heng those indo-chineses are OK-looking la, else i gonna follow wat yy said, "step on their feet!!!" Haha one violent girl.

No harm done having some fun.. rite? Haiz duno la..

*I muz continue jiayou...!! ah leng jie getting married in late sept & she wanna me & ahqi to be her MCs of her big nite!! Whew ok think MOST PROB i gonna tk up tis job la (since most frenz told me to GO 4 IT), but stress leh. It means standing on stage wif ahqi, my muscular yandao but SHORT cousin (he's bout 166 only), which means if i'm not gonna do anything bout my fig now, i'll look damn awful standing beside him on tt day.... =( haiz jiayou jiayou, 4 this big day of leng jie, as well as 4 me i think, well.. sort of.*

Wanna blog the pics up of our small sweet bdae celebration of kal's @ suntec tt day!! (hee.. its sweet hor.. =P)
But haiz super tired now liao la. Tml's sch a long way too.. sianz.

Ok till the next time~