Ok. I admitted it's mostly, or ALL my fault..
Yes as pointed out by a fren, my action is a form of sin too - judging ppl. End up hurting ppl. It's stated in the bible too.. Romans i think. A SIN arhh.
Haiz anyway hope everything'll be cleared. Guess d most difficult part is to humble oneself down & say sorry. After tt, everything's much easier..
Realized things got more serious when ppl actually linked my ANY wrongdoings frm now onwards aft i've converted, to my religion's teachings. It's so kong bu.
Have u ever wonder y there wasn't such cases in other religions? Only christianity.. ppl will say "neh see? he/she convert liao den do this kinda things.."
Which in actual fact, u are alwiz like this, but ppl seldom/nvr pin-point ur wrongdoings out until u converted into a christian. My mum is ONE excellent example 4 pin-pointing me.
It's hard to change one's character. & the strange & stress part is once u accepted Christ, ppl will start relating ALL things frm u, to Jesus. We literally carry His name whenever we go(thou we shld). The moment we did something wrong, the implications will not be on flaws in own's character only le. It might affect a whole lot more. Ur entire church, pastors, church mates, doctorines etc. CULT, as criticised by many ppl towards CHC. So sad huh..
Humans always see faults, not improvements..
Scary.
Haiz same goes to me. I've much to repent on.
But at least i didnt fake anything on my blog.. At least im truthful to myself & my feelings..
Friday, September 24, 2004
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment