My Life, Your Story.

Went for swim fest yesterday wif mel, liting & her bf (cant rem his name).
oh boy it sure was an event where all hunks gathered together.. keke. =P

Saw nicholas, the gd-lookin hunk of ajc 1st 3 mths, which surprisingly popularity fell straight down when he went to cjc... well wateva. *hrmm i like his tan....*

Anyway 10 laps supposedly shld be an easy task 4 both mel & i but it turned out not so. The dumbest thing was tt we have to climb up aft EVERY LAP to get a stupid rubber band, walked all the way to the other end & start swimming again.

Try hurling urself up EVERYTIME aft u swam finished one lap! OK probably it'll be easy wif guys coz they have HUGE bulky muscular arms! The girls have to suffer then..!!
(No wonder i dun see much girls...........) ha fine im juz babbling.

Was so glad when i saw (finally!) another grl wearing the SAME "outfit" as me. Haha she looked as glad as well, & insisted on staying close & swim together. Can imagine how extra we felt intially huh.. =P

Bumped into an engin fren of mel's on bus 179.. Corny guy.
I don't really like the way he looked at me.. Realized been getting tis sort of look frm guys recently duno y.
K im NOT being bhb or wat k.
Wish im juz thinking too much..

Anyway he was commenting i looked like a jap (according to him its coz of my fringe & dyed hair) *wah den many grls in NTU will look like a jap liao huh...... -_-*

& he praised me on my triple ear piercings on my left ear, say its cool......... *hey having 3 piercings is common ok. Common! Wait till u see 10 over on ONE ear den u'll know wats REALLY COOL*

& he gave the lamest corniest joke, or wateva he meant, after knowing we juz came back frm swim fest & also somehow "scanning" over through my shoulders, noticing my tan(eekss!!!) saying "huh? swimming? if i met u in hawaii, i will think u'r a wind-surfer more leh..keke"

Duh.

HALO Mr, may i ask must u know how to SWIM b4 u can do wind-surfing?????
Turn off....
Didnt bother to talk much wif him.

Can understand y my engin grl frenz say it aint THAT fantastic as i thought, for them to be in their faculty. -_-

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Sigh I think i sounded kinda bad.. Shitty.
See? That's the thing abt blogging. When u knew it, u'd typed wateva u wanna say in le, no 2nd tots, & wateva ugly aspects of u R somehow, urhum, exposed.

Because of this "say, or shld i say, blog w/o thinking" habit while blogging, i juz realized i'd offended a fren..... Yes it's really distrubing. Apparently she had been really sadden & angered by it.

Ok wat say u when u happen to hear a story frm Fren A & aft tt u R filled wif frustrations wif Fren B, who is the female lead of THAT story. Happen that u didnt bother to talk it out wif Fren B & chose to vent ur anger on ur blog instead. Few days later u happen to meet up with Fren B & somehow, the prejudices u'd intially wasnt tt strong & U aint tt frustrated as b4 aft clearing some stuffs wif her side of the story, understanding how she felt while she made tt decision. Right there might still be some parts u think R too rush but u'd chose to shut ur mouth since its HER decision, not URS.

& the day came, when one FINE day, she happened to chanced upon ur blog, & that particular entry abt her (which is like wks ago?. Fren A told me that Fren B was sad & pissed off after reading. (Apparently of coz Fren B had gone whining to Fren A)

Ok so what u want me to do? Am really sick of handling such shit le. I wont delete an entry once i blogged abt it, even my viewpoint might have changed over time. That particular entry at that particular time was a reflection of how i felt & view abt that matter at that instant. I mean it's my blog afterall. If i cant even blog wateva i wanna blog onto it, then wats the point rite? I wont blog things tt R only pleasing to ppl who r reading it mah! Right? & plus the different forms of interpretations diff ppl have towards the same thing. Who knows when u meant it this way some will thought u r implying other funny stuffs ..

Indeed due to all this shit i've started to become sensitive abt stuffs that i can & cant blog abt. It's pathetic in some ways. But i cant help it. I dont wan ppl to come to me confronting abt wateva stuffs i've said in my entries again.

I juz want peace in my heart now. Have i did something wrong again? Prob i shld ALWIZ think thru b4 saying ANYthing. But to say truthfully, i've learnt to nvr regret wateva things i've done/said. Wrong things, juz treat as lessons well-learnt. Nvr to dwell on things for too long i believe. No help in improving the situation.

Think i'll give her some time to cool down b4 trying to talk to her..
Haiz.