My Life, Your Story.

I'm tired.

Reports, revision, jap, bible studies, ministry, & now this - bdae.

Haiz i dun even know who's turning up.
SMS kinda screwed up last nite. Apparently some didnt receive it. Damn M1.

Thank God yy & company helping me out w the planning & food, else i sure gonna die sui sui tis wk............

There is alwiz tis mixture of feelings whenever bdae is near...
Especially if u gonna org something big tis time round.

U'll surely be:
Touched by few frenz's gestures,
Disappointed by some others,
Anxiety abt who's coming exactly,
Confused & blurred out on the planning,
& of coz = Draining

Even choosing the cake becomes a headache to me.

& adding on to this, my sch work is SERIOUSLY lagging behind, which forced me to forgo my BS & CIC tis wk. Felt guilty, but no choice. I'm too drained out.
Also not forgetting my 2 tuition boys, where i have to meet them up every 4 times a wk.
Yea, tml's afternoon gonna burned out coz of them.
One after another's prob not a gd choice. I'll alwiz be super tired aft tt tt i cldnt manage to accomplish much of other stuffs.
& i need the $$ for the stupid thailand trip, which i promised not to get a single cent from dad.

Suddenly im so so overwhelmed. Yeah this is the word. I felt myself like a superwoman recently, graciously accepting wateva that comes in my way, until one fine day, all of a sudden, i realized i'm not tt strong to cope w everything, for now. I envy melvin & shon's faiths & capabilities. I really do.

Guess i gonna put in more effort on my sch work.
Entrepreneur final presentation & report coming up & i'm darn worried..
Retail's paper aint gonna be easy.
Jap's gonna be the 1st paper & i hardly have any confidence, or rather, time, to do enough justice for it. Talking abt taking JLPT 3 end of this year even? Wake up la girl. At this rate u cldnt even pass level 4.............. -_-