My Life, Your Story.

Ya know, seriously, im not a pure I. Nope, definitely not.. In case ppl forgot abt wat is it, let's juz recap it as extroverted, inspiring, influential, talkative, blah blah.. Yeah u got my meaning.

The reason why i go against the results of this test is coz the adjactives used for an "I" person (in that test) all seems much more appealing than the adjactives of the other 3 traits......... & i juz know myself la..

Yes, i like to smile. Yes i look bubbly.
But tt doesnt mean i'm very "I".

I actually prefer quietness.
I actually AM much less out-spoken than wat ppl perceived me to be.
I actually am not capable of snapping/suaning ppl at all.
& nowadays i'll listen 1st b4 i open my mouth.

I like to take control, thou, in a subtle way.
& i often wld think a lot into a seemingly simple matter (which, erm not a v gd thing yet coz i still haven really sanctified tis C (thinking) part in me).
& I'm a steady & stable fren! Those old frenz who've been w me for quite sometime shld know tis best. Despite seldom meet up, we know it's THERE.

I guess all of us have all those 4 traits in us. It's juz a matter of how much (in diff situations) & how sanctified they are. I juz realized recently tt i havent been fluctuating much amongst these 4traits in different senarios liao, unlike in the past.

I have remained ME. Same there, same here.
How interesting leh.

Coz I tot i'm those sort who'll change according to who i'm with, showing more of one trait over the others. But apparently it's not for now. Some kinda serious converging's of the 4 traits happening in my life now.. Duno gd thing or bad thing.

But one thing for sure.

I'm not craving for any popularity or desire to fit in to some "seemingly cool" grp/party or some silly competition of "lets see who has more frenz", or boosting to frenz abt stuffs. Yes tt's how childish i was b4. That's how "I" i was probably.

Thank God i'm craving for things now that are so different from the past, thou some still remained unchanged thou..

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Wondered why i've wrote so much abt my personal thoughts & feelings into this convenient online diary blog thingy.. Wondered how wld i feel when i read back onto these in the future.

Yeah this is the main motivation for me to continue jotting my thoughts every now and then down into this blog. Another one is of coz to update frenz abt my recent well-being. =)

And there will come a day when i suddenly decide to stop writting things online...
I guess i wld print ALL these entries out to form a nice thick diary for me to keep & read when i become old.. prob sitting in some high technology massage arm chair huh, sharing happy memories of my youth with my remaining best ah ma frenz sitting around me *if they are still AROUND sound & kicking la haha*........ so nice right....!! =)