Thursday, March 24, 2005

I feel enlightened after a dinner w a close fren tonight. She's not a christian thou, but had taught me to understand many things & creating revelations in my heart through her simple heart-warming story-telling.

I marvelled. Indeed i did.

I came to realize how skeptical a freak i'm.
& i alwiz tot i'm obedient infront of God, but hey, deep down inside my heart, i'm not THAT obedient aft all. Credits to that fren (& a sis) 4 making me realize this & thus having enough courage to present my deep impurities to God tonight (sounds i'm exfoliating myself haha.. but oh well.. =P)

Ive decided to make a formal pact w myself tonight.. now.
Yes. Joanna making a pact w Eliora.

Time span: 2mths.
- To clear my mind off unhealthy tots (The impurities!!)
- To fulfill a desire i've alwiz wanted to.

Lets see Eliora.. how much u can do.. through God's grace.
Lets juz put all these whining to an end.

*-^

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