My Life, Your Story.

Was clearing my stuffs juz nw.. loads of notebks, diaries tt was neatly packed at one corner of my shelf became so interesting to read all of a sudden.. Realized many things abt the past me from those indeed.. It was rather.. urh hum.. "eye-opening".

Flipped to the part abt mav.. I even copied those sms tt we had b4.. (how -_- rite.. haa) "Agonising sweet" might be the 2 closest words tt i can think of to describe tt part of my life w my limited vocab i have now. From those smses, i realized how inexperienced i was in handling the stuffs with him. I was so utterly hopeless! Serves me right for feeling so horrible for those few mths. I totally deserved it to wake me up & LEARN to understand guys better lor..

Also recalled the night when i forced mei & bear to stay out late with me, of fear of going back to my home, my room, & face the awful silence of pure loneliness. In the end? I squatted along the roadside at Esplanade ( at 1am?) & cry & cry like nobody's biz, which totally freaked my these 2 dear frenz out. Mei had to send me home, with bear sending me straight to my doorsteps somemore to pacified & assured my parents that i'm ok..!! Wld nvr forget how much they did for me & stand by me that night. It is actually coz of THIS that gives me the strength to continue to keep our friendship gg strong till now u noe..

Yeow's another victim, acting as another vessell to try to contain as much sorrows that i juz cant stop pouring out. Tsk tsk disgusting huh! Dun worry frenz. I've changed! DEFINITELY no next time!! =P

Bad shit ain't that bad after all.
At least it helps ppl to grow, & yeah, LEARN from it.
I presented my broken self to God & God mended it. Simple as that. =)

Sleep le. Tml easter service! *excited*
Night night.. ~~ ^-^