My Life, Your Story.

Someone juz commented i look like a OBS instructor!!!!!!

Argh. I tot i'd shoved the shadow of the G.I.Joe (gym instructor jo) comment several mths back. But here it comes again!!

Why why???

Mei tian li arh..... i'd been working so hard.. *sigh*

Or maybe too hard??

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Sec sch frenz alwiz seems mou shen to me. So was sec sch's life. Recently some contacted me out of the blue makes me cant help but to wonder "oh so they STLL rem me huh? But WHY bother til now??"

Btw U can't imagine how nerdy a.k.a Jian Bu De Ren (in my dictionary) i was back in sec sch.

Fat is one thing. Bo seh is another.

So its kinda understandable as much as how i want to make frenz w some of them, treating them as my "gd frenz", ultimately the one getting hurt was me. They didnt give me a shit afterall. All was biao mian gong fu lah. They hoped more than ever they wont be seen WITH ME ard the sch, instantly tarnishing their image, & hindering their route to higher popularity. (hah am i too harsh on myself? erhum anyway..)

It's hard to come out from this kinda background. Thankfully i did. But i started to realize how superfical kids like us back then are. Same for now. Blindly pursuring recognition and popularity, all for?? Probably the only gd thing abt it is u dun have to suffer continuous self condemnation & low self-esteem. But anyway as ppl grow older, they still are pursuing a form of recognition. A recognition of one's capabilities.

For women, it's much harsher. To pursue the world's perception of a "perfect lady" has indeed led so many women to starve themselves & indulging in all sorts of methods to slim down, juz to attain a higher "desirable position" in men's hearts.

Sex is never an impure/dirty thing. But mankind had corrupted & abused the true meaning of it. Women are greatly abused sexually around the world due to this!

Indeed it's so true wat the bible said. The woman will alwiz desire her husband, but her husband shall RULE over her. A forever curse to the woman, juz coz of one sin she made in the very beginning. How sad. The whole world has fallen juz coz of this first sin made.

Isn't it scary? This fallen world i mean.