Hi hi im back!!
Haha no mood to blog recently lah.. Duno why.. Hrmm think prob things R gg on smoothly in my life, happy heh heh. (i guess i have the habit of blogging more when i'm down??)
Hrmm probably the thing on my mind recently is cg bah. Rather worried.
Had a prompting in my heart on sat nite *wow nan de haha Thank You God!* & i decided to gan gan lai, obey wat i'm being told, & conveyed it to shon den to the ppl involved.. =) & i was glad that the grls responded well to it. They agreed w no hesitation! *woah* Sigh~ how i love my cg... heee..
Shon taught me tt day that persecutions in the past were indeed gd for the strengthening of the Spirt man (even thou it was hard to overcome them) coz it set a gd foundation for that person. So when any serious setback/attack occured, that person wont fall. He said li & i are thus "fortunate" in this way to have more persecutions than normal ppl.. *gasp* Heard tt li? haha! =P
For me, i interpreted it as being genuine to God, and to myself of coz. Going every week for services and cgms may not mean anything, if our hearts are not seriously towards Him, obeying Him, & applying His commandmants in our lives. We'll only be deceiving ourselves. The church is not a club. It's the House of the living God.
Shared a life testimony on fri during the combined cgm + bbq. It brought me back how i first received Jesus in my heart, & how i felt at that time.
I started to cry when sharing, bcoz when i thought back of that moment, it was juz so touching. Memories are so powerful. I thought i'd forgotten how i'd felt so strongly for Him in the beginning, but thank God i didnt. My memories came flowing back, & it brought me easily back in tears.
The funi thing is before tt, i STRONGLY believe in reincarnation one leh. (!!) Serious. I'd been a little anti-Christ too! Haha so u can imagine the impact & presence i received from Him. One word --> overwhelming.
Diff ppl had diff experiences w God i know. But no matter wat, i feel someway or another, u'll feel the same way i felt one year ago, when u were at the crossroad on whether to choose Him, or the world. & the fact tt u'd chosen Him in the end, proves that at that very starting of walking a Christian life, u HAD FELT Him. He HAD TOUCHED u, powerfully.
Grab hold of that feeling, & nvr let it go away.
Coz u'll nvr know when u'll need it back, again.
Tml'll be another happy day.. =)
Monday, May 09, 2005
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