Wednesday, October 05, 2005

I really think that there are only 2 ways things ard you can do to you.

Drawing you to God OR Drawing you away from God.

Life hasn't been really smooth sailing for me, but the rougher the sea is, the more i want to lean on God's strength to bring me out of the tempest.

& the last thing i wanna do (ever again) is to self-pity myself & keep thinking tt i'm the most sad-case person in the entire world, in which actual fact, u juz hope tt someone will appear to make you feel whole.

I seriously won't wanna lean on a man to make me feel whole. He won't.

Sooner or later, there'll still be a part of you tt's wanting to crave for more, and more, and more, that'll lead to disappointment when he/she can't fulfill your (selfis/unreasonable) desires, and that you'll feel altogether back to tt self-pity mood, to how you felt intially, in which u thought that feeling will be gone once you have a partner.

& ultimately, u'll know it in your heart that what you actually & really need is God, and nothing beats having Him, and Him only, in your heart.

Why go that extra circle and back to the same point again?

Stop living in self-pityness & self-denial..

*I once was lost, but now im found...*
*To give what i can never keep; To gain what i can never lose.*

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