My Life, Your Story.

Went makeup cell w Alan & Jiabin yest'd at Sister Wan Ee's. It was great!! Like the way she led the cell.. Like her preaching too! Annointed leh.. Felt more convicted in giving more too .. =)

Had long talks w both alan & jiabin throughout the night.. (duno y last nite v suai arh.. Had to wait very long for buses, & even trains! But heh it gave us more opportunities to really fellowship! =P) Shared with alan on my way home abt my conversion, & how i was convinced tt God's really a living God & how real He was at that time (& still is) in my life.. Felt faith increases for both of us as i shared.. Then being reminded of the "water & be watered" verse.. yah indeed it's v true.. =)

Today rather lost, coz service has changed to every Sun le.. So today nothing to do! haha. (Normally we wld get prepared to go dinner, then service etc mah..)

So today juz nua at home whole day (napping away to be precise!) Can't use comp also coz fe playing comp games.. haiz.. So didnt noe cg ppl online tis afternoon.. they watched the afternoon service (individually) online together.. (dilligent right!)

Was abit hurt when li said they are going out for dinner.. Shldn't be feeling this way. Just a dinner. Yes true they didnt ask me along.. But it was thru online that they decided to have dinner last min too, & i wasn't there. Sometimes will feel abit left out lah coz im working & most of them are students.. & the stuffs tt we share are getting a bit different le.. (prob that's the price to pay as u step into the working world.. problems, stress u face are different. Of coz then the way u behave, think & do will be different too as compared to when u are still a student) & timetables often clash coz of work too. =(

*sigh* Guess i have to really kill my negative tots & bad emotions inside me. Can't alwiz expect ppl to fulfill my needs right.. Have to be more loving.. Love selfishlessly!! See eva also so strong.. God will see to my needs in the end! >_<

Anyway met up w Alvin just now for dinner at cwp. His treat! @ Jack's place.. (heh he juz got his bonus!) A very full dinner arh.. *another 1 more kg to shed off le.. -_-"* Funnily, our current situations seem so different yet so similar.. Gained further insights into both our individual relationships problems after talking with him..

Haiz.. Indeed whenever u go, u'll face this same universal problem happening to ppl all ard the world.. Unavoidable. It juz depends on whether u handle it in God's way, or ur way ba..

Programs pack for next few days - a week. More to come! =)