Tuesday, March 07, 2006

I seriously dun like the way my mind operates sometimes. I could be thinking abt a million (tt's a bit exaggerating i noe) different things at the same time lor.. & i hate that.

Sometimes, i don't want to speak with that machine gun speed (in which lots of ppl claimed) but I just cldn't help it coz my mouth needs to catch up with what i'm thinking! & when bad thoughts come in, I'll be nervous, worrisome, tensed up.. With apparently no reason, just out of the blue!

& my mind will keep running & running & running..... in circles that'll nvr ends. Haiz dun like the feeling im experiencing now. Duno is it coz of wat happened during lunch just now, the emails/smses i had in the afternoon, or coz nervous over my driving test tmr.

Whatever it is, part of me knows they are all just small matters, but are all being amplified by my stupid unsanctified brain of mine. Same old prob. Too emotional & easily swayed by circumstances!

Haiz i wanna feel Your peace again. Fast.
Can't wait to meet marvis & haze later... =(

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