My Life, Your Story.

Went to watch Eight Below w family last night.. Cried like duno wat after the show.. It reminded me so much abt Zac. In the end mum cried alongside w me as well.. haiz..

Can understand how the owner felt in the show.. Ppl juz say "they are ONLY DOGS." It sicks me off when i heard ppl saying abt this.. They juz dun understand how close a dog can be to the owner.

& Zac is reali a rare gem to me straight from Heaven. Pains me whenever i thought of how he passed away.. Of how i can prevent the whole accident. Know it's no pt dwelling on this anymore. But it scares me too that i'll forget about him one day .. U noe how "Time" can be so useful yet so cruel. Not only can it erases the pain of losing someone, it erases the gd memories of him as well. And THIS, is scary. I wld nvr nvr wanna forget him.

Duno y but i'll make it a point to not call Phoebe (my new pup) "baobei". Bibi, baby watever. Just not baobei.. Coz felt this name is only meant for Zac. Does it mean im not letting go? Haiz i duno. Juz felt not comfy.

Maybe it's true. This new pup comes too soon le.. But undeniably she does bring joy to the family.. My dad loves her to bits.. (probably it's a She?) I'm starting to learn to love her as well.. haiz sounds so unfair to her. "learning to love".

Miss zac so much.