My Life, Your Story.

God You are so gd.. I lost count my blessings le.. So many so many.. Now things r getting clearer & clearer.. No wonder You say when light fellowship with light, we'll juz get brighter & brighter.. I think it meant tt understanding gets more illuminated too.. Everyday I grow to understand more of You & what things tt pleases You more..Thank You soooo much!!! Through the Sermon on the Mount, i finally understood how impt. a pure heart is. A heart with no ulterior motives, with genuine love, a heart 100% devoted to u reali pleases You a lot a lot.. Frenz also, will naturally be attracted to pure hearts ppl de.. It's so true as what the scripture says.. That i just need to care about seeking Your face & righteousness everyday(& righteousness is SO IMPT!), all things shall be added onto me.. Thank you..

And when i tot all's gg well, You reminded me again of something so powerful yest'd, of a desire that i've buried deep in my heart, that sometimes i psychoed myself it wasn't there, thou i noe it is still there.. It's like hearing Your voice telling me "It's ok. You can just be yourself in front of me. You don't have to hide this desire away from Me. Coz I know yr inner most tots & desires."

I met a guy at the pool yest'd. Save the details here. Just some tots after that. It's like i'd a reminder of what i truly alwiz want in a guy. Or rather, a glimpse of what God will prepare for me in the future (He knows me too well wat type REALI attracts me). It reminded me dun settle for 2nd best (or anything lower). It's like Him telling me "see.. this is the type u reali like rite? ask Me for it.Dun compromised. Dun get distracted by the normal tom, dick or harry. & dun avoid this topic everytime you talk to Me when it's actually wat u reali wanna share to Me." Woah it's like gg back Getting Started lesson abt prayers.. True prayers from the heart, that i shldn't act "holy" infront of God *it's so oxymoron* (& in front of others too of coz!=p)

Haha.. at least this is wat i feel He's telling me la.. =p
Oh well, wat to do? As wat kal says.. probably the guy's nick in "Who Lives Near You" is "gayyishun". That will save me from some misery he said.

Haha! Fineeeeeeeee....!!