My Life, Your Story.

Heh today's a new beginning i feel.. Went to office & had a gd talk w Vicki. Didn't know a simple word of encouragement from Carol mattered so much to me. & Xinyin was sweet too. Hee came to realize once u'd a change of mindset & decides not to dwell on the negative, the world around starts to seem much more prettier! Yea it'll be a new beginning.. =)

Anyway Vdae just passed! Hmm thou i'm w Antz for like close to 3mths le, realized i haven't been blogging much abt me & him. Wells today was the 1st day of his 4-day field camp.. Thou as an instructor he can bring along his hp into the "jungle" (unlike the recruits), i was told he won't be able to msg me much during these 4 days out there.. *sianz* Haha & it turned out i wasn't very used to it.. bleh. *According to him, my smses mattered alot 2him too.. hmm i guess tt's how someone with WORDS OF AFFIRMATION as his PRIMARY love lang operates* Even if there might be nothing to msg abt, he'll still insist, "JUST MSG la.." Haha fine fine..

Yah dun see him so cool, quiet & indifferent abt things etc.. deep down inside he's reali one big cheeky monkey. One & will be very concerned w the things he wish to be concerned abt.. *faints* Haha let me list down some special hidden traits of him tt ppl might not know!

He's someone.........
1) Who'll say really silly (& out of pt!) things out of the blue to the extent u'll look at him in a kind of unbelieving way tt he actually said those things..
2) Who'll start dancing (yes he dances!) when he hears a song tt grooves him.
3) Who'll go to the extent of serenading songs (yes he sings!) when im feeling moody or down. *;)*
4) Who'll get mad if i dun msg him.

Haha he's full of many that i'm not, yet there's alwiz still enuf similarities to draw us back even closer.. It's amazing. The way how we complement each other in the most subtle way it seems as if he belongs to a missing part of me & now this missing part is back. Haha eh i know probably it sounds a bit mushy here but i can't think of a better way to describe le! =p

Really blessed to have him in my life.. He has so much qualities that i can learn from! I know it's still a long long way for the both of us, but i'm already seeing how God's moulding our characters in this relationship, seeing how me & him change even in this short span of time together. It's not easy thou. Realized sometimes u really might have to give/love at the expense of yourself. U might have to swallow yr pride. U might have to admit & say "Yes, i'm in the wrong this time. So sorry." U might have to be very understanding even when u're feeling the lousiest & wish he can spend more time with u. But hee that's also the bible way. The moulding process in becoming a better gf/bf, a better person, & yea ultimately, to be more & more like our Lord Jesus! For now? Learning to be his helper, his encourager & his best cheerleader of all times!

Thanks dear for everything. Thanks for tahan my emo-ing sometimes. Thanks for the many midnite taxi trips u took. Thanks for being so patient, listening & just being there whenever i need an outlet to vent. Thanks for alwiz willing to go that extra extra mile. Thanks for being such a great friend & lover. Thanks for being just U. YA THANK GOD FOR CREATING U!! Haha.. ^-^