*Peaceful Mind*

Feels GREAT to be back home. Duno y but seems that this week had been a VERY long one. The "happening" night on monday, the sickly and weak me which followed on tues, and the body aching part that made me breathless even climbing stupid stairs... Haiz WHAT A WEEK.

Hee but i felt much peaceful than yesterday. Yah "peaceful" is the word. Felt damn horrible last night.. But seems that everything fell back to place liao. Suddenly realise the world can be SO different if u can see it in another point of view. Was really glad that i attended a talk today. (oh yah really thkx to wanmei 4 acc me to go for tis.. i dun think i will/dare go myself..=P *muacks*) A talk held in LT19A, by Doctor Diggs, a black American from the U.S. A talk on sex, chasity, and pregnancy...and some medical implications on it too...STD, HIV, HPV.. A fantastic speaker and talk i shall say. But a pity not much ppl knew bout it and the late timing of it forbidded many interested to go listen too. Learnt A LOT frm it. Not the medical part thou, but more on the sexual implications.. On both the man and woman, on the next generation, and on the world as a whole too. Managed to see things in another point of view after this talk. That things can actually be within own's control.. and one can indeed make one's life better, if he/she WANTS it to be. I am just soooo GLAD that ive attended this marvellous talk!!! haha and im glad that wm likes it too la..or else feel so guilty like forcing her go wif me hha! =P

yap i will take things DAMN slowly now. i mean no hurry wat right...*wink* and yap li, sorry for mking u worried for me these few days.. I know wat im doing and ive found my direction le. Anyway thkx for ur huge support. Know intially u didnt agree wif my actions but now u seem so understanding. Am really really glad!! *hug* =)

Haha was commented today by a fren whom i haven seen for almost a sem liao...a previous classmate, who was soooo nice to willing to stay and acc me til my nxt class starts. Nicer than my "supposedly better fren" who bang seh me aft finish "using" me huh..haha. Anyway was complaining to him that felt such a loner in my new jap class as victor and i were seperated and ppl were in their own pairs liao. And he was like "huh pls lor u tis kinda person sure will mk frenz in no time one la..worry for wat!" Haiz another misconception leh... Bubbly + Cheerful + Outgoing (as what he pointed out) = Sociable meh...... Anyway i did change la. In the past maybe. But not now la.. didnt bother to mk the effort to mk new frenz le. If frenz come, fine la.. i wont push them away! But if they dun, heck. As if i cant survive wif less... haha opps duno is tis a gd/bad thing...hrmm wateva!! 做人开心最重要!!!!!