SICK....

Things were getting more and more complicated. Or issit i make it seems complex?? I duno.. Really duno. Thought i have found love but yet, now it seems so far away from me again. Why wont my love life be smooth?? Y.. Very sick. And always seem that i am attracting the wrong people. Losers to be exact. Those i upon seeing i feel my stomach will turn le. Dun talk about emotionally attracted. The physical part cant even pass how to carry on?? yucks sick.

Guess this is prob y i am still single now. Not pretty myself but expect gd physical appearance from others. This is juz my character la huh. Jus feel that i will deserve better. Not those losers. Am getting sick le. And am missing him now. Missed his kiss... Alwiz so wet... Gosh charming isnt he.. At least he scored full marks for the "physical attraction" part. Whew sexy~

Mav STILL msged me. (nono not my dear fren mav..ayee y u hav the same name as him?? haizz) DUNO y for god sake. Cant he leave me alone?? Y? Just wanna enjoy the feeling of being loved without wanting to contribute ANYTHING at all?? With hell to him.. ={