Sunday, February 15, 2004

Happy Vdae to me~

haha BY RIGHT tis shld be the WORST day of my life.. Coz im STILL single...valentine-ness.. But...hee i wasnt!! Duno y tis yr's vdae juz felt different... Glad i went church today. Felt the growth in me liao. Finally..

Juz came back frm supper wif li and js.. Was wanting to watch movie at cine but haiz li cant stay til tt late so we juz dismissed the whole idea and juz ate LJS there.. Learnt a lot frm them.. Were telling me more stuffs bout Jesus's story.. Oh man i wanna get a bible asap!! =( Anyway aft bathing mum and dad came back too frm their date... I juz cldnt control myself. Went up to mum first. She was washing the dishes that my stupid bro had accumulated throughout the day.. Watching her back view, i was touched. The ever hardworking mum who duno contributed hw much of her youth and life to tis small little family to make it as ordely and prefect as she cld... Told her i got something to tell her, and she was like "yah?" den i hugged her frm behind and said i love her... haha she was shock.. And she ended up laughing and saying "你老爸今天都没跟我说这句话!"

Dad came along at tis moment and i hugged him too, even tighter than the one i gave mum, and said i love him too.. haha instantly he was taken aback, but behind the surprised look he got, he was grinning all away.. *wink* and he hugged me back asking wats up wif me...=P hee the feeling was great...to be hugged back by my loving dad. Know all along he really love me a lot.. Can say MUCH MORE than my mum.. No matter WHAT i did wrong, he was always sooo willing to forgive me. Know i had hurt him a lot in the past..many times.. but his love for me is still nvr-ending.. i have made used of his love for me b4.. sometimes he even knew it. But the most astonishing thing is that -->he was willing to let me used it. The great and unselfish love he had for me.. Sometimes he might be having a hard time.. But he always dun wanna show it to me.. Come to think of it he had nvr really reject giving money to me whenever i asked from him.. He knew i spent a lot, but yet he is still willing to work hard juz to let me spend enough. At most he juz coaxed me a bit tell me spend slower..haha. Haiz duno what have i done to deserve such a great father like him. Mum always complain he spoilted me a lot. Often he juz tiam tiam.. But i remembered once he said "i have only one daughter. if i dun spoilt her who shall i spoilt then?"
Haiz duno what to type liao.. feel like crying now... *Touched*
I love u Dad.... And im glad i've the courage to say it to u juz now... =)

I think this is the same kind of love that God had for me too, juz waiting for me to discover... oh i cant wait to see the movie...The Passion.


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