SICK!!!

Sick sick sick sick sick............

DAMN crapz day. Been super sick the whole day. BOTH physically and MENTALLY. YES MENTALLY too!! Crapz. Sneezed like duno wat. Think ppl all around me tired of me saying "excuse me" liao. Diseases are SOOO fascinating lor. Sore throat can lead to flu. Kaoz crazy world. AND whats more? Buy one get one free ar.. came together with the one i hate most --> itchy cough. Those kinda dry cough that u can cough ur lungs out and it wont help AT ALL. Think i havent been eating right these few days too. Wonder what am i thinking. Huh think tml go down to catherine there i will kana scolded again. Sian. Feels like im ruining my life. Sometimes i wonder what exactly is the difference bet attached and single. Coz i cant see/feel the difference AT ALL. FINE think it juz happened to me. Well well wat to do. Guess life doesnt seem to improve at all for me. Guess my faith in things ain't that strong yet either. IF i see it in a SUPER optimistic pt of view from a Christian that will be "oh Joanna dun worry, God is only putting u into a test now. U'll grow from it. Cheer up. He wont let u do anything u can't accomplish!" Well too bad, as i said, i didnt think, or rather, feel that way. Not that i lost trust in u Jesus, but prob i still feel u havent really answer my qn yet. The answer that will juz swept me totally into ur arms. Anyway this day sux for me. Bro and zac had slept mum and dad still not back. So pretty alone now and i hated it....
So tell me? Wat's the difference?