Wednesday, December 14, 2005

It seems that we can't turn time back to when we were as comfortable & close with one another, with no ulterior motives or no hidden meanings over every spoken word or action.

Things had turned complicated, even sour.. Why arh? Hrmm.. maybe coz we are flawed humans? Yeah probably.. It wasn't easy to maintain purity within a blossoming friendship, esp a fast blossoming one, with undenial (& yea, dangerous) chemistry. One pulls back, another as well.

Probably it's gd that things turned out this way. Chemistry dies down, now with a little of awkwardness.. uneasiness.. & even unfamilarity.. all mixed up. How strange it feels. (Reminded me of Elva's "Zui Shou Xi De Muo Shen Ren" haa) Brings me from a seemingly 3rd party position back to a complete acquaintance. Wagging tongues. Roller coaster ride.

Gd la. At least, it makes things much easier for me. It prompts me to carry on walking the right path i've chosen. Thou looking into this seemingly thin friendship now hurts a little. But heh a little only. No worries.. Still can take it! =P But i guess it's worth it if i can see & learn something valuable out of it, which i did. =)

New things to experience, learn & overcome everyday with God.. Thank God i have God with me for these (almost) 2yrs. Definitely dun wanna go back to how i led my life 2yrs ago..

Bring it on devil!! U CAN'T GET ME DOWN!!

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