My Life, Your Story.

I guess i'm too hard on myself at times..

It's ok to be angry. It's ok to be sad. It's ok to expect. It's ok to get disappointed. It's ok to cry.

In the past i have this problem of being too emotional.. so that's why i would constantly check & remind myself from getting too emo w stuffs etc..

But now, on another hand, I dun want to end up shutting myself up from all emotions as well.

Coz it's a wonderful thing to have emotions! & having healthy emotions is good! (So long we don't let them rule over us)

I don't wish to become an apathetic person. It's the worst.

I don't want to shut myself away anytime i think something might have the potential to hurt me. That reminds me of legalism. Of keeping a child to socialize with others since young in fear of any bad ppl that will influence him to turn bad. Of forbidding to watch any tv or go onto the internet, & only allowed to listen to only Christian songs. It seems as if we are protecting the child from any potential hurt. But in actual fact, we are the ones who are creating the worst possible damage to this child's growth. In the end he'll just grow up to be naive, gullible, *stupid, and incompetent to handle relationships with others.

We don't live by fear. We live by faith. & i trust God He will bring me through any situations in my life. Be it'll turn out good or bad. Good? Praise God! Bad? Praise God too! At least 1 more lesson learnt. & knowing 1 more mistake to not to repeat it again. & that's wat moulding is all abt too.. Fail, wise up, move on. ;)

Soooo? Everything boils down to this ba...
"Balance is the key."

& this, i feel, is the most difficult to attain & maintain in life.