Monday, June 30, 2008

I agreed with wat my BFF shared, that the blog has become too public a place for us to really put our personal thoughts & views here, as compared to the past, where we used this as a place to vent out whatever is in our little heads of ours.

It had become "bloggable stuffs". Stuffs that are general, non-offensive, OK for majority (or rather, ppl whom i know have access to my blog) to read, safe.. blah blah.. stuffs that wont allow ppl to jump into wrong conclusions/assumptions. Basically - NEGATIVE stuffs are ruled out.

Not that i don't wish to share, but sometimes there are just too much not-very-gd implications & impacts. And this i got to be mindful of.

I guess probably that's why, we are blogging lesser as our readership increases. Hmm.. I duno? Maybe yes, maybe no.

Anyway! Have been thinking a lot about friendships lately, and hey, the cg sermon last week just nice touched on that! *God's a detailed God! wink* And plus the change that's going to take place, it's no wonder me, being the ultra-emo grl who strives on human relationships (hahaha) starts having a lot of mixed feelings (which makes me envy my Mr emotion-less Antz at this point bleh)..

The discovery that many friends i have are actually friends that are of circumstances and not by choice is a little heartpain. Sometimes i wonder are we taking one another for granted? Wells.. Like what my dear BFF shared (which i totally agreed), it's all about the heart. (She's my BFF for gd reasons!)

2 ppl touched my heart recently thou. And i know i'll want to keep them as my friends by choice, not by circumstances. It'll need efforts, but i'm willing. =)

Ok i know Gina & Courtney (not sure of anyone else?) are still eagerly waiting for my Lisbon pictures & story & they are still not coming! Haha.. yeap will post them up soon soon! Enuf of my long long entries... til next time.... when i feel like venting again.. ;p

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