My Life, Your Story.

Whew seems quite a few days i haven been updating this stuff. Ok here it goes.. Hrmm anyway went swimming with ahli this afternoon. Haha i forced her in a way coz she dun wanna get tan at all. Heez we both got real tan~. Went searching for ah mei's present but in vain...=( Getting frustrated coz im sharing with 4 other guys but seems like they don't wanna shop for it AT ALL. Like its understandable that I SHOULD be the one searching 4 it!! Kaoz!!! ah mei not their friend too meh??? Y should it be me ONLY doing the shopping??? Then didnt give any suggestions too expect i know what to buy!! Haiz wateva NVM i go search AGAIN tml...Argh really hard to find. Esp for her. I mean ah mei and I are sooooo different. Scared i buy something i really like and she practically hates it then how?? Then i don't know what she likes also. I mean it seems that she isn't lacking of anything in her life now! HAIZ Hao Fan Oh!!

Btw, something unexpected happened just now!!! Was watching mtv channel and listening to quite a few nice songs at one go. Then came the advertisments and i began stoning... thinking about HIM to be exact. Then duno why all of a sudden i began babbling out a song with lyrics and strangely i started to feel like crying when i sang those words out of my mouth. A really sad song.. The tune was totally unfamiliar and i slowly came to realise im creating a song!

OMG this was really my first experience that a song juz came out like that lor, without any warning. Scared me in a way. Coz i did nothing other than thinking about him. The tune got more and more stuck in my head but the lyrics were really messy. Then i quickly grabbed pen and paper and tried to write all the stuffs down. It was difficult for me to write down the tune coz i dont have any music background..!! dont even know the "abcdefg" stuffs so tried "do re mi" instead. Took me a while before i had the whole chorus nicely in front of me. Was so excited that i quickly called up ahli to tell her to help me create the song by piano and copied the abcdefg down first.

After that i sat down properly and began to start trying to complete the whole song. The verse 1 and 2 didn't flow to me as easy as the chorus did but nevetheless i manage to complete the whole song in another 15mins. Called li up again to finish the song. Was overwhelmed by the song actually. Didnt know a tune can come so easily. A damn sad song thou. Thanks to him man.

Mins later li msged me to just to tell me my song was very beautiful. Once again i was taken aback. To think in the past i had tried to squeeze a tune out but it was almost impossible for me. But now, almost effortlessly, a tune which li thinks its beautiful, appeared smack right on my face. Was really delighted to receive her this msg, a confirmation perhaps. Thanks to him again.

Anway haven't put any lyrics down. Don't know how to let it flow properly. All potential words seems jumbled up and in a mess now in my head. Haiz and im really lacking confidence in my chinese... Really deteriorate a lot since i got into JC. Duno whether i can put in the right words into the tune or not.. *worried*

But nevertheless, i wont give up. Will try my best! Coz i want my first song to complete asap.. =)